Friday, December 17, 2021

LEGIT STREET GIRL (STORY)

 



LEGIT STREET GIRL 

 With a kiss on the thin sick child's face, Vinu went out with a briefcase in his hand. When he came out of the house, he saw with very bored eyes, a dried fruit hanging on the branch of an unknown tree, his fate did not give him time to grow up. Life is very strange and peculiar. 

Although the ecstasy of Christmas has not gone away, with it came another very fun day, the holiday. Today is New Year. A new year begins in the world, not to leave the old one, the plan of that’s unfinished work begins. Old garbage should not be kept in the house, likewise, so the earth changes the seasons to decorate itself. The sun and the wind became vivid dreams of the happiness of the next day. All around today is just a tide of joy. But Vinu has a nightmare in his mind, it is growing day by day. As he walked, he sank into the abyss of thought again. 

“How many celebrations at the house of friends today! None of them deprived me. They have done or are doing as they wish, although many feel that they are not as happy as before. Some of them lost their job during this lock-down and became unemployed anew.” 

The pressure on the mind keeps increasing, so he can't concentrate on anything nowadays. He is the manager of “Rahman and Brothers Brickfield Company.” And a little further on, he will sit comfortably under his favorite tree. This tree carries old memories. This was where his first love with his girlfriend named Mukul started. She was a sullied girl but brilliant. He was walking on that familiar road by the side of the Bhagirathi river on foot carelessly as if he feels good walking today. The mind was swaying in the wind of a hotch-potch memoir. The murmur of the river and the chirping of the birds have created a beautiful atmosphere. Sick mother and nephew at home, she is not able to eradicate their disease despite hundreds of fruitful attempts. From afar, secluded road, beginning of the afternoon. Time never waits. Someone called him, no response still. 

But he did not want to give up hope. One problem has at home and another problem was at the worksite. The misdeeds of his master's son are there, he knows. So, he can't leave, he can't concentrate on work. With a warm sigh, he slowly stepped forward and saw a temple. Although his door was closed. He leaned his head against the door and stepped forward. Suddenly, an uncontrolled Maruti van was misplaced, hit him, dropped his briefcase, and stumbled on an electric lamp post. 

He became wounded and unconscious. At midnight he woke up and a painful head injury revealed the accidental events. The killer van was caught by some pedestrian and a street girl.

 

II 

"Mom, why do you sketch on uncle's work again and again?" 

“He is your uncle but my God cum Angel, my dear.”

“Not at all. Isn’t? He is not a loyal person.”

“Stop, chatter, chatter, don't repeat again.”

The boy also added,

“Your hardship is growing day by day he never visits our home so far. Your bad diseases are not curable, I know from doctor uncle. Then what happens? Mom” 

“Your father has for you.” 

“He is a scoundrel, leave it.” 

"Good night, Mom."

"Good night."

 The next day morning, after a long gap, she went out with her vegetable shop in a moveable van as other days. 

During working on the roadside, hurriedly

she noted the killer van’s number on the accidental spot. When Vinu heard that number, he was surprised because that vehicle was very well-known by Brik field companies. A flock of clouds gathered in his mind but not raining so far. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Monday, December 13, 2021

SPIRITUAL ESSAY-PART-I

 


 

SPIRITUAL ESSAY-PART-I 


 Everyone has an idea about the existence of life. I am here to share my feelings only those are, the glimpse of the experience of meditations. Many talented people have analyzed in many ways. I am trying to explain in a somewhat simplest way, easily absorb in reader’s mind. 

Soul, (you) 

Brahman, (mediator knowledge) 

and Absolute Brahman that is the supernatural power of the universe. (God) 

The heart and the brain are two vital organs of the living being, where everything is examined and monitored. And the existence of successful people starts from here. They are known very well these. Both organs driven by senses have two integral parts, negative indicated and positive, which build up from the unconscious and conscious mind. Slow and superfast process. If your mind is clean, then your heart is must be free and fair. So, the ball of your coat is thrown to succeeder or other fruitful branches. Never think that you are nothing for doing anything right to act as a player or semi planner. Only God has the right to play with the pilgrim's destiny, not you. Let, think about you are a sand particle/molecule of the mundane dune. Money power is for the jiffy game, nothing else. Mightiness failed to chase the little invisible toxic virus too. How are you so proud? Please observe this humble question and go-ahead to cross the divine river. Human life is only a one-time golden offer/opportunity no second chance comes again. Never waste/abuse it nerd as a moron. The soul will leave the body once on transformation, Yet from the mind Desire might not erase. 

When we plan to do something good, we start preparing well in advance, In the same way, if Bhagwat (DIVINE) wants to surrender himself in love, then why delay! If I think, life is like a land of garden I want to see righteous(celestial) trees in it, Need water, fertile soil, well seeds, and a suitable environment. Here water or juice is the right devotion, the soil is the holy land of the mind, and faith is the seed or goal that is a portrait of God.

 When one person like you, follows you and would be imitated you, that time, what’re your feelings, are you angry with him/her or pleased? It is depending upon you. Accordingly, you took action legally, but one soul who follows the above same steps, what’s your role, please. Just imagine, it’s happened with your soul, then you will pray for the ultimate soul that is God. No way other. That is my point of view. 

 Our vital parts mean heart and memory are like imaginary bottle shapes, one bottle but has many bottle-necks, and the mouths are too narrow. If you trying to gather any holy celestial substance in various forms, you can’t succeed and will be a lot of time wasted. So, easily for sucking those divine power by a great funnel that is the ideal great master (Guru)who helps you to solve these steps. If you can select a wise full honest guru, you may be smooth move forward otherwise not. 

  

Incredible but true Events

Once upon a time, a milk seller was returning home very sadly from a forest road by a river. He was honest, so his message was not sweet. In reality, there is a dearth of such people, he carrying unsold milk, seeing at a corner of the forest the fire was burning, and he heard a howl. He is very kind. So, he went there and did not see anyone, but the sound was coming. At first, he thought, maybe his mind was fatigued wrong, then it became clearer gradually. Then, without thinking, as he poured milk into the fire, remembering the God, the cry subsided. At night he got a message during sleep that was God’s message. 

Then he built a hut-type Divine place there. Day by day pilgrims came. The milkman became healthy and wealthy gradually.

Saturday, December 11, 2021

REFLECTION OF MERMAID (POEMS)

 


 


THE MERMAID

seeing and enticed edge of pinkish flowery petal-wear

and straight going down into the sweet freshwater,

to the lake of holy rose-water, am the witness her go down

niche the moon, seeing a young mermaid’s naked reflection,

image of moonbeam trembles with warm portrait,

hues vibrating in crystal gentle craze waves,

on tallest bottle-palm rear side, being a favorite star,

close view of roof passage, lake sight is so clear,

getting amour, the mermaid comes with lust

mine young viewer, in the lonely sky just,

vivid call for marriage has faded away

and mother’s pale face has left by,

wishing to share the hardships of stony life,

let her a chance and don’t be bumped as a wife,

on smooth moving life tour and escape from a closed cage

scribe mermaid’s name at white blank entire page,

 

 

THE FIRST LOVE SIGN

 

learning from fatigued defeated soldier

not conquer, hoisting the happy flag,

running horse cart first leaves a signature

at snowy, deep dawn, the path furlong

as love print onto white serene earth bosom,

learning from burning setting sun and

saffron melting skiddy ice

never ignorable pale past muse,

no, not never, always best end memoir

 

 

 THE ALIEN TREE

 

leaving behind the farthest planet of the solar system,

flawless thought flows, moving mighty

rocket,

stainless mind,

no mere sinuous with baggage,

no reason for

halting at a space station,

even an alien tree calls him

flowerless, fruitless, weird leafy tree sways, welcome

 

 

LOVING MOMENT

 

Her purple lips have immersed 

into the unruffled silent love sea.

And tongue forgets her sense and rhythms.

Now random licks my warm lips 

so amusing way thus long.

Only both eyes whisper loving words sweetened.

And warm breathing comes out from her tiny exist

 

 

A GREAT WARRIOR

 

My crystal mind lake &

immaculate

sweet holy water

couldn't blur

all her devil efforts,

attempts subdued,

 

I didn't lose myself

her flowery saccharine

temptation

and intoxication

her half-naked,

disobedient view of the crew,

her crazy charms

abused not affect my sense,

and temper,

warrior safely returned

to your realm unwounded,

my Lord.

 

  GIRLFRIEND

 

Naughty Kolkata’s girl

jumps out from the tram

to grab her boyfriend's hand,

 

Her liberty shoe gets wet

in the elusive rain.

 

Girlfriend in one hand

Umbrella in the other

I am soaking wet

every day little by little

in love rain

 

 

ECLIPSE

 

In splenetic air of white sorrow

shivering grey pale mind

as a shadowless fetish

never cuts elusive season

deep stain,

black and white

time passed,

even lapsed of bone density

as constellation

swallowed

by monster eclipse or a flock of demon clouds,

wrapping with rude relationship time

gets sable dustbin,

not in a bed decorated with rose petals

 

 

  RIDDLE PATH

 

quest by time on the path of a riddle,

as full moon starving to devours sable,

and shark eyes vision into deeper water,

searching you on holy bliss

in a secluded place nearby

not in howling, gloaming time,

waiting for me, waiting there

on the curvy path, mishap prone

yet, couldn't decipher you, mighty lord,

couldn't decode YOU, by dusky mind

  

 

THIRTY TWO

 

Thirty-two evenings of life were spent in solitude,

I’m alone at the coffee table,

engaged in story telling all around, 

hundreds of butterflies singing and dancing 

and bees are busy in their smooth love and affection,  

 just half open over

I used to sit alone in a corner,

naturally two chaired table,

two dishes were decorated in their own way,

both glasses of Vodka sampan,

the night does its work,

& the true naked is dark,

I'm the only spectator of all these scenes,

when the game is over, I step towards the home,

the home means my mother’s dry pale face

& in the open sky, 

where weeping the mute stars,

 

 

 

 

 

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